emma | xvi | Melbourne

lost souls

"Don’t ever feel bad for making a decision that upsets other people. You are not responsible for their happiness. You are responsible for your happiness."

"Never get rid of the person who understands you more than anyone else."
- Mark Patterson, @Expherience (via kushandwizdom)

that horrible moment when it strikes you that no one really cares and you have to struggle with everything all on your own

Anonymous has said: After reading your post I'm so angry at people for having no empathy or realization how difficult that disorder can be and it makes me wanna punch a wall

Fucking tell me about it :(

It’s really hitting a breaking point with me, I feel so emotionally low because my family is making me so sad. And not because they’re giving me shit or anything, just their situation personally makes me really sad. My 8 year old brother and 5 year old sister have terets (I don’t know how you spell it) but everyone asks them why they’re moving like that or why they’re acting funny and you might not think a child really gets affected by it, but it makes my sister so self conscious and my brother cries a lot and gets upset really easily and I’m sick of people giving them shit and I can’t do anything because I’m not there at school and I can’t. The team my brother verses in soccer’s coach told him that he was the fattest goal keeper he’s ever seen and that he was really shit and my brother just told me tonight and it broke my heart because he looked so physically upset by it. He said “monday to Fridays are unlucky… And so are Sundays” and I asked why and he replied “everyone asks me about what I do at school, they think the wrong things about me and I can’t do anything. And on Sundays I have soccer and I feel like everyone picks on me” I’m crying so much and I feel like I need to do something but what, they don’t deserve this what have they done? They have to live with this for the rest or their lives and the world is so inconsiderate and fucked up that they pick on someone for a neurological disorder they have no control of. It makes me sick. I’m so scared for their mental health and they’re only 5 & 8. It’s stressing me out and this isn’t even me. I physically don’t know what to do, there’s not much mum can do, I feel stuck and helpless and I feel so alone and I just feel like this is so much I don’t like living in a world of problems I can’t I can’t, it’s so much

I spend 99% of my life apologizing to people and I’m getting real tired of it

"Being happy means letting go but letting go means forgetting and I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready to forget"
- The keys to life

Anonymous has said: what have you done

What do you mean ?

Omg I actually avoid so many people on social media/texts these days it’s really really bad hahah